Post # 99
In prev posted i have been asking
how gonna my DECEMBER look like
Am i gonna like it or hate it?
i tell u wat
I love it so much
even for the 1st day of december
miracle did happened
he text me n apologize to me
for all things he done...
that he makes me sad n suffered for 2 months
for stupid reasons that he just regretted about it
its really too late dear
i promised someone to totally forget about u no matter wat
and i shud fullfil my promise
i was cried again when he text me and said all this stuffs
it happened when im otw to airport to catch my plane to jakarta
in earlier morning
waks,,,its really a miracle
miracle always come at last
when im about to give up
its come to me
i think dis is all the explanation about our relationship
now i can really tenang to facing forward with or without u...
its doesnt really matter for me again
holiday do start now...:D

i want come back to AUGUST pls!!

happiest month in my love

fallin in love...havin best bdae ever...

given best bdae gift ever from some1 i appreciate the most in dis world...

wat others things are happier than spending bday wif some1 u love wif...

no pressure, no boredness, no lackness of money.

life seems so easy for me

coz i have u to stand here wif me

i want come back to SEPTEMBER pls!!

second month when im aware im more n more fallin wif him...

havin 1st broad trip together...

talked from heart to heart

wat others things than spend wif some1 u love for more than 40 hours bus journey

i hate my OCTOBER!!

things started changed regularly earlier october

everythng is fine but then...

i hate to be alone without him

cried till tears are dried...

thinking until mind are blank

I hate my NOVEMBER!!

i hate to do somethng without him

im tried to put my heart on some1 dat love me

but then still I'm failed

my heart still fill with u

ntg changed, indeed its goin deeper and deeper

im feeling more n more lonely

even my friends are surroundings me

but somethng was different without u

wat I'm done was unfair to dat guy

im started compared between him and you...

wats the hell im living in?

why im become so bad?

How about DECEMBER?

will i hate it or i love it?

no one will know it...

its GOD scret

wat i can do is wish between im amnesia for our story

or wish that theres miracle for both of us

that we can just like bfore...

can I hoping the second choice to happen?

dat one day, u will stop to gv us the"space"

dat we can just like our august and september

oh hell, i really need some1 to drag me from dis

not SOMEBODY, but SOMEONE.

i realize i couldnt find some1 more perfect than u

bcoz u r perfect in ur own way

u r really too special for me

even im realize im not suit for u

im not perfect in ur way

but im promised if u give us second chance...

i will try my best to be some1 that perfect in ur way

more than evelyn...

more than ur ex...

u wan me to be cool? i will

u wan me to be smart girl? I'm trying

u wan me to be mature? I'll do my best

wat else u wan me to be so i will be perfect in ur way?

i will trying all of them

i can fight all dis battle just to be perfect in ur way

Be honest,

I'm never expected kind of love like dis..

its really unexpected...and kinda surprise to me

or maybe its karma for me?

reminding me not to play around again wif some1's heart..

i swears its rill hurt me

i dun even care wat people see me n talked about me

wat i care the MOST is u

how u see me and how do u feel about me?

and now back to the Question,

How gonna be my DECEMBER be?

will the miracle happen between us?

He is not just SOMEBODY in my life...
But he is SOMEONE in my life...
i love him more than im expected...
love is kind of silly and fun
playing around us...
playing with our heart...
i read a story once...
its says
"Only time that capable to understand how valuable love is"
im voted for it
coz I'm having it once...
i felt wat is love all about
sometimes, some1 we love didnt love us bak
some1 we dun have feeling wif, love us deeper than we imagine
why we couldnt choose wif who we wan to be together..
I'm asking why, a big WHY
A man of God said this, theres 4 reasons why God delayed our dreams :
* There's other things God wan to do 1st
* God is giving you time to get ready for the responsibility
* God is waiting for u to show more passion to little things He has given to u
* God waiting for u to deal with the sin in ur life

i like 4 of these reasons...
but be honest...
maybe no2 that I'm felt suits the most...
maybe its rite.. God wants me to be ready wif my self
I'm not grown, how could I take a responsibility to my dreams,
to my relationship
i guess i must starting to grown up now
get all of our memories flying away from me
lets it buried deep inside my heart
dat only u and me who know it
thanx S for getting me such great experiences
thanx for the memories
and thanx for all things dat u done for me

singapore....
wohoooo....
finally visited singapore...
its just next to malaysia...
how could i never visited it bfore?

spended 6 hours bus journey from KL
thx to my bus dat delayed from 12 midnite to 1 am in the morning
so i can catchup singapore by 6.30 in the morning...
arrived in lavender area...
promised met up my girl at bugis BHG...
its ady 7 when im reached bugis...
but my stupid blackberry are totally off in SG...
luckily jie has texted me to infrm dat its jam all over the way
so she might be a bit late...
at least i know dat she is metting me soon =)

have a cup of green tea latte as my energy drink fr sleepless nite...
we r gossiped a lot and nostalgia along while waited for adriady...
he was late for 1 hours ++
when he came,
we decided cao to sentosa but bfore dat we having out lunch at vivo
adri was craved for sushi tei...
but when we reached der...sushi tei havent open yet...
so we waited...waited till 1 hours
then went to Bosses
its chinnese food reastaurant dat serving yumcha menu
kinda similar like dragon-I in KL
but the unique things is
dis rest using mafia concept
so all the waiters all wearing mafia constume
and all the interior of the rest was black
after havin our lunch, we headed to sentosa

me n adri


bad adri forced me to played sky ride + luge
luge ride =)
sky ride =(

oh NO..big2 NO
okay theres no prob wit the luge... i was totally fun...
but SKY RIDE? wtf man,...im phobia with somethng high...
but he really smart to trapped me in to dis game... -_-'
i hate him so much dat time...
i swore i will killed him after the game

after played sky ride with pale face...
he wont stopped...
he forced me to watch 4D movie dat cost around 30$ bucks
it will be around 75rm or 225000idr...
wtf...just spend dat sum of money for 5 mins show...
OMG....
i was refused to joined as im in lackness of singapore $
but adri forced n insist i must joined him
he said he will treated me for dat...*wink*
thx u gie....:D


rite away from sentosa we headed bak to vivo city for teatime
havin adri's craving things ,sushi tei...
luckily its open dis time
so we get a seat, n starter picking up plates by plates
Yummy...i swear
but have a super bad sleepy mood
even i letting my self to slept at sushi tei table while we r eating..
so paiseh but no choice...rill sleepy...TT
when we were catch up with the bill... adri insist to paid it 1st...
but he wont let us paid him bak...
he said im lack of dollar...
so he wont let me paid him the sushi tei bill...
even i still can afford the bill...

heart the sofshell crab maki...but its damn expnsive over der
7$ for a small tiny plate?!
im crazy
$@$^$&($
he was said he wont take pic...but then he posed...-_-'

from sushi tei we make move to orchard
for chill wif some old frens
shopping n hang around in the new shopping mall der...
till drop then we decided to sat n enjoying our meal at gustimmo
it was a nice place
romantic...=P
while waiting for ayong n tata,
we took pics...gossiping till 8 ayong n tata came wif their fren, hendra...
we talked2...gossiping...till like crazy ppl...

so sad desy not joined us in dis pic...=(

it was sad dat i must catch my bus to KL at 10
was hoped i lost my bus ticket...=(
so i no need to came bak facing my papers in the next day
it was very nice night...
as i met my precious silvya as well
even its just 15 mins chatted...
but i was happy to met her...
as we r separate for 1,5 years =(
really miss u alot dear...
headed to lavender at 9.45...
luckily its not jam around so we can moved fast...
so sad to leave pau n adri in bus station...
adri stucked me for looked drinks for me
he asked ppl over der to catch nearest 7eleven
but as i know the nearest 7e is 1km away...
so i refused him to go n bought me drinks
but he was insist to bought me some drinks
as he scared i will thirst in bus
rill so sweet of him...
never tot dat he was changed a lot frm last time i met him
he was a childish little boy dat spended most of his time wif game
but now..
he growing up be a more mature man...
i was really amazed...
ppl can changed thru time...
even they all said i was changed as well
they saw the more mature me now...
talkless...serious...more indipendent but decisive
wow...i never expected they said like dat...
its really makes me super happy =)

bak to KL at 3 am..
was deceiver by fuckin taxi driver...
he told me it was meter he used but after all arrived at hum,
the argo was 60... with 50% midnite charge wtf...
its only 30 bucks when we were back from thailand last time
summore im super angry..i lost my blue blanket at bus...
huhu....
but overall...its really a NICE trip...
i leaned things important...
im not alone in dis moment...
i have so many frens care about me...
even i dun have my baby boys besides me...
i really wont be regreted to took dis trip...
hope can go singapore often n see u guys...
love yaaa :D

95th posted from last year....
have been a bit recover from heart's hurt...
thx all to my cheers housemate to cheers me up n make me LMAO everyday....
they know about wat im gone thru dis season....
havin exams in a while time...
can u imagined dat i just in the beginning of sem
but then now final is in the corner ady...
my sem 3 goin off soon...wtf...time rill passed so fast....
and i still missing my baby boy a lot

suddenly decided to have a day of singapore trip
after fnished up with last paper friday afternoon
suddnly felt like wanna travel somewhere by bus...
wanna clear my mind
wanna cried till gao2 n dats its...
so decided to singapore...
piggie aka adriady oso invite me to singapore to met
n joined him jalan2
we have been 2 years didnt met each others...
he staying in batam now
so its kind of good ideas to said a yes to his invitation =)

took my bus ticket at afternoon...
prepare n settled everythings in fews hours time
and wnt by midnite 12 bus

they said im crazy a girl...
im smilled and said yes i am
even next 3 papers just in 2 days time
still decided to travel... =P

spended a quality time i bus...
im cried for sure
my ipod keep played bu de bu ai (have to love)
its our fave songs
we used to be our songs when we hv a free time
but now?
its questionnable...
i didnt slept for whole nite...
my mind likes my ipod,
keep played our memories
and i wan to screamed dat time
i really miss sendy a lot
i miss my baby boy
couldnt stand without him
im strong bcoz i have him bside me
okay i know its bcome emo post again
i hope dis will be the last one
coz i cant stand like dis anymore
i must and must keep move on bcoz...
life goes on with or without him

the other day without u

*Gellato Fruity Green Tea ice cream*

need dis stuff when im missing u, SW~
im super miss my baby boy...
when we can bak just like bfore?
i super damn miss u...
dunno y i like to emoing often now
guess, i lost someone to talk wif
i means i still have my frens here, i have my super cheers hosmates...
but its feel like something wrong when i spending my day without u
anythng is wrong
feel somethng is lost
i used to be playing our song repeated for whole day
just to review our memory...
i dunno wads goin on between us
just hope everythng will be fine soon~

summore, one thing oso bothering me currently
bunch of ppl dat i tot they r my 'family' here
r not really a family for me...
dunno y, i lost the feel, i lost the count when its started...
maybe i just have too high expectation or the feel just gone bfore i aware of it

in normal condition, i will used to discuss wif baby boy about all things im struggling wif
but now....
sigh~

i telling my self, i can be strong, i can overcome it, coz i have my God bside me
but...im hesitating it now...can i?
even God always be wif me....
im hesitating my self can tahan all dis n gone thru it
im not strong enuff i guess
i keep crying day to day...
even my frens asked me, when its gonna stop, its already 1 month
i replied them smile :)
even me myself i dunno,
i lost my self....
i lost my mind...
i lost my smile...
i lost my day...
just only bcoz of u..
its all gonna worthy?
its all my fault? ur fault? whos fault?
im posted in my msn pm, wondering IF i never met u 2 years ago, its gonna makes any different?
who knows?
even im starting asking God, wats the point u makes us met, fell, and messy like dis?
i couldnt think any of the + points of it
now im only have 1Q for me n him
WHEN IS GONNA END?

IM LOST

long time no blogging ady
have no mood to do ~
my feelin super messy now
super missing my baby boy...
its ady 1 months since our last trip
honestly, i need my baby boy so much...
he is the one who knows all things about me
know how to change my mood n fill me when im down

currently super emo n sad
i have tried all ways but still cant get out from dis kind of feelin...
im supposed to be strong n supported him
but instead of supported him
i might just adding his burden
makes him feel guilty....
coz i was done somethng dat i shudnt done it
but i done it bcoz of him as main factor
he knew it n felt guilty for it
but stupid me just cant awared wat i done just add his sadness n stressness
i dun even awared wat act happened to him
cant awared dat he, himself ady struggled wif his own private prob
i just keep do wat i wan to do n adding his guiltyness on me...
how stupid n silly i am? T_T

even currently we lost contact fr some moment
thought we need to be alone, gv each other some space, settling all things
but when im alone, i just cant helped my self to stop thinking about him
seems like all things around me reminds me of him
song dat we sang together, our trip, our togetherness
seems like all things is wrong now...

was think about how sob is he when facing my 'childish' act, my anger
how calm he was n how he makes me calm as im super panicked person
feels like nothng will be happened when im wif him
everything just fine...nothng to be worry about

never gone thru dis kind of emo bfore
2 weeks non stop emo-ing
non stop crying
non stop blurring

i think i just found wat is love all about...

he told me sorry for his disappered currently
he will tell me in the other time
y he is doin all dis...he sure have a good reason beyond all dis
watever he done, he always considered about our goodness
but, im scare to facing the fact
keep asking question without answers
is dis the end?
or
is dis the new start?
i just cant stop my self to running away for facing the fact
keep running n running
but in the end, i still need come bak n facing all dis ryte?
i just cant drag my self out of dis alone
i need my baby boy here by my side
helping me gone thru dis things
to guide me where to go, wat im supposed to do
coz I'M LOST....

ppl can said dis is silly, dis is dramatic, or watever they called us
i dun even care how ppl judging now
when im 1st saw my frens pm in fb
its says "when u tell ppl ur prob, they wont interest on it, coz they didnt gone thru it, 70% dun care, 30% symphaty"
n it might be right
others wont understand wat u feel coz they NOT YOU
in fact, im rill lost my track now

thailand

bak from holiday =(
super sad....
come bak n facing hell bunch of assignments...dun feel like wanna go home...
anyway...thailand was amazing....
a lot of funs...
from hat yai we suddnly planned to phuket n islands nearby...
super excited....
here's the story :

19.09.09
sendy came along frm limkokwing, cyberjaya at evening
we went lok2 fr dinner
rushing home, last packing then went to puduraya just both of us
coz the others bus is at 11
our one is at 10 sharp
arrved in pudu at 9, ate ice cream, talk2 crap at mcd while waited fr lisa them send us sendy's jacket...coz i didnt bring my jacket,
so i scared i will froze in the bus...
but sendy promise me to lend me his jacket...coz he more tahan cold than me even he is flu-ing....=)....so no worry
journey start at 10.20...
1st 10 mins my partner ady sleep...leave me alone wif my lovely ipod...
so i just texted metta n talked2 crap till 11.30 then sendy wake up...
we talked2 n played2 till we arrive in thailand immigrations at 8am in the morning
we Q so long just to get a chop frm the immigrations
n guess, we Q for 2 hours,...so lousy ryte?
arrive at hotel at 11.30am, 12 hours journey....waqssss
me n sendy, my bus partner...XP

21.09.09
arrived in hotel 11.30, check in,,,
others went fr lunch...just lft me n sendy at room
we camwhored, both of us...XP...till 1 then slept fr a while
waited fr they came bak frm lunch...
after dat we took tuk2 to shopping mall,
suddnly we decided to spend the rest of our holiday on phuket
so bak to hotel at 3 then prepare n looking tcket fr goin to phuket...
after dat, they all went to massages...
still left me n sendy at room...
so we decided to slept again...
coz we didnt slept at all at bus last nite >_<
arrived at phuket at 5, looking for tour to phi2 island tmr
super excited fr it, even all of us scare of being tanned...
hahahahaha
after settle everythng we went to the patong beach...
walked2 around till the center of the patong beach...
its super fun...
along the way is food heaven and bar...
so many tourist jang around...
even we took pics with 'sissy'

but it wasnt free...they forced the boys to gave them tips 100 bath...
hahahaha....poor sendy n jose....
spend time just sat at bar...
tried thailand's beer sing ha while played capsa...
off frm der around 12 by tuk2 to hotel...

22.09.09
here we come phi2 island, maya beach, monkey bay, khai island
played water fr whole day...
but God sake
I DIDNT SNORKELING AGAIN...
TT
rill feel so sad fr it...
coz i cant swim and i scare of it...
even i ady gv it try twice...
even sendy promise to take care of me when in water...
but i still scare when im reach the middle...
so sendy forced to send me bak to the beach...
hahaha...poor him, but rill thx him fr take care of me...=)

just waited them to snorkeling while played water until kena sunburn....=(
bak frm island at 5, taking bath and rest for a while...
decided to dinner at town
but i was sick...a lil bit fever...
so i choose to stayed at hotel =(
luckily got sendy to acc me stayed at hotel, coz he is too sleepy =)
so at least im nt alone at hotel
waited him to wake up till 1am
we took dinner at mcd at town...its 20 mins walking distance...
im ate thailand vege pie n sendy ate his pork burger...
so unique ryte gt pork burger at mcd? hahaha

23.09.09
its time to went hum =(
20hrs journey to KL

finally midterm n hari raya break...
super2 happie for it....
no need so fan dis few days...
ok, maybe its NOT no need so fan
but dun wan to so fan for assgnment n class dis few days
but still okay ryte...hahaha
cant imagine...
tmr mrng when im wake up, im ady in hat yai...
yuhuuuuu
rill hope dis trip will be as nice as i hope =)
feel so guilty to leave raec apoh at hum alone..
ro ey goin to cameron as well...
so no one acc her...
she so emo now....so pls anyone who feel free
pls come to ridzuan n acc her...hahaha XP

after advertising paper yst we decided went to sunway pyramid wif apoh n roey
planned to wacth where got ghost, singapore movie
but i didnt bring my specs along
feel so lazy to watch without my specs...
so decided just two of them watch it...
TT
they acc me shopping and hang around 1st bfore movie
until metta and my bunch of housemate came
we planned to celebrate jose belated bdae at zanmai...
happie bday president...hahaha
upload the pic later la~
after dat we havin Gforce movie...
so funny...its also a MUST watch movie..
even i still prefer my Ugly truth...
i wan watch fr the second time...
seriuosly....
damn nice la wei the movie...lmao...

anyway...packing now...
so excited...the part dat i like the most frm a trip is packing
dunno y, just feel so excited when im packing my thngs to travel...
rill need so many preparation as we will have 8HOURS journey...TT
and summore my bus are separate frm my housemates
im in 10pm bus wif sendy
they in 10.45pm bus
haikz
nvm la, at least i still gt sendy to acc me
ok, up set down, act, im the one who acc him
coz he was late to bought the ticket
NOT ME!
so i gave up my 10.45 ticket to jose n bought the new ticket...
hahahhaahha

Scream : CAN'T WAIT FOR HARI RAYA HOLIDAY~
super busy week
currently havin midterm ahead...
so rill cant wait for next hari raya holiday
even SOC only taking holiday till next tuesday
n sch start at wed...
arghhhh
so suck, they cut down our one week hari raya
coz of stupid quarantine week last time
TT
give bak my holiday pls...
but watever....we still havin our holiday...
planning to hat yai (read hap chai)
a small city in Thailand....quite exicted for it...
Hat yai in 2 days time....
wohoooooo
Hat Yai in night view

hope it will look as nice as the pic...>_<

another weekend in outstation
hahaha
being backslider ady frm ministry...
i just passing a tough week...
rill need fresh air to breath...
decided goin to port dickson wif some hosmates...
we rented 2 cars n started our 2 hrs journey...
we just out frm home at 6pm
coz we just decided to go by 3 pm
hahahaha

rill a bunch of crazy ppl
take a lot pics der...
havin buffet dinner
but no offense, the dinner was sucks
25 bucks wasted
yerrrr >_<
but we still havin fun der...
we send yuvi hum at 12 she cant join us later to KL
coz gt some gathering...
wohooo
we headed to KL
after dat decided to goin hartamas fr some cup of tea
but we ended up in Blackhole its a small bar...

but its lovely... enjoying sitting in the road side,,,talking2...
till raining n we off at 2 sumthng

scream it malacca!!!
yes i went to malacca again last nite...
the perfect plan was :
finishing church on time
went to took car frm andri
waiting fr sendy cm frm cyberjaya
send andry home n we headed to malacca
yumcha der, eat satay celup
n bak to subang jaya at 3am
BUT....
the fact is, im waited 2 hrs fr sendy after took car frm andry
we r late to malacca
start headed by 10.10 pm
n the worst one
who talking2 along the way till we pass the highway to malacca
n we r headed to JOHOR
how smart r we....
ckckckck
summore our car kena bang ppl frm side...
i was shock
but sendy still stand wif his 'cool' face
wonder when he will panic...
he always cool in any kind of situation...
hahaha =)
so when we change route to malacca again it was 1 am ++ ady
the satay celup is close
how great plan
we ended up yumcha in mamak store
wow
goin so far just fr mamak store...
subang oso gt wat...
but appreciate it so much...
its a bday gift frm sendy
act last time when chit chatting
i just simply said suddenly wan eat satay celup in malacca
then he bring me there as my belated bday gift...
so sweet is he...
hahahaha
we reached hum at 4 sumthng
play2 card till 7 then goin to suriamas

long time didnt post d....

but this post will be a long2 post..
so many i wan to tell~~
ok, here we start
yenni n falen came over from jakarta to vist me n rendy
picked them up in airport two weeks ago wif rendy
but feel like two weeks just a blink time
passing so fast
we have been hang out everyday, sleepless nite,
sendy also came over from limkokwing
they all stayed at my small little room for single but now for 4 ppl
wohooooo

Day 1 :
picked in airport wif rendy,
went to subang parade,
we 'played' pillows war overnite n
finally slept at 5 in the mrng

Day 2 & 3 :
went to malacca acc by sendy also,
thx to him for came over frm cyber
for helped me out
it was rill fun trip,
i have been tried my dreamy sate celup
we played card until 6
and decided to yumcha at hassan
no one sleep till 8 oclock
sendy acc me walked till ktm
coz im havin my mrng class
n he have bak to cybr fr some issue
we decided to have movie wif rendy at nite in sunwy pyra
we watched the proposal
wif sendy come bak join us frm cyber
didnt sleep at all oso at nite~
played card oso whole nite till 6
then yumcha in asia cafe

Day 4 :
all havin their sleep at 8 in the mrng
except me n sendy
coz he nd bought some ciggarate
so he acc me n helped me out wif my assgn
havin movie again in times square GI Joe...
love it, we get the ticket without Q-ing man...
so happieeee
o yea we oso didnt sleep at all tonite

Day 5 ;
sendy leave us n goin bak to cyber
coz rendy will cm over at nite n
stayed we nd went to airport at the earlier mrng
langkawi tmr...wohooo
so i acc sendy walked along bak
evn he threated me wif teatime in old taste...

Day 6, 7, & 8 ;
LANGKAWI...we love langkawi man...
its super super fun...
even the beach nt so rill attracted...
but we havin crazy time der,
used the same clothes for 4 of us
till everyone was staring at us..
hahaha we even went to kuah town starbucks
frm cenang (its around 20 mins) fast driving
just for a cup of coffee at 1am



Day 8 :
rendy sick after cm bak frm langkawi
so i decided to took them to sunway pyramid for shopping

Day 9 :
rendy is bak,
he said wan to take them to BB but
he leave us in half of tour for his assgnment...
so i just take them to pavilion der for taking some pics
then went bak, coz our foot is rill pain, feel wan patah d... haikz
hv been chatting wif sendy till 4am
so i guess, class skipping tmr..haha

Day 10:
midvalley....shopping2 timeeee

Day 11 :
KLCC....taking pics....

Day 12 :
sunway lagoon, but i didnt joined them coz some issue,
have been met up wif sendy at kL sentral
yea, he come bak to join us for trip to genting
rushing bak all the way frm KL to attended cg outting
we hvin dinner in tasty pot for outting
wif sendy joined us, but in the half dinner
we leave 1st coz sendy cant tahan
he wan smoke,,,so just acc him ate lok2 aftr dat...

Day 13 :
thx to all who celebrated my 20th bdae....
luv the cake, the gift and especially
for someone who asking me
wat i wan in my bdae...
hahahhahaa
appreciate it, rill





we went to genting today...
yenni n falen went 1st wif rendy
me n sendy getting the diff ticket wif them
so cant join them
but unfrtnly we leave by the bus,
so its forced us to take cab to skyway
aih~
have fun in genting, rill, no kidding
even i played almost all games der
in past i wont played it one
im so scare of high, or i can say i have high phobia,watever it is
but today dunno y i just follow play whatever he played
rill unforgetable bdae for me
i can say its best bdae gift ever that GOD gv to me...=)

Day 14 :
yenni n falen bak to jakarta dis mrng...
i guess i miss them so much ba...
even sendy oso will leave me dis afternoon
so sad...
now i alone again in my room
no one kaciao me d...
aih~
hope to see u soon guys...
xoxo

long waiting GALA DINNER NIGHT is comin...
super blessed nite man...
celebrating our CHC's 8th anniversary...
venue in sunway lagoon resort hotel ballroom...
have been prepared for so long d...
hahahahaha
super nervous lei...
but thx for sharon & carlina dat have been helping me out wif make up n hair...
me n nova decided to do preparation together bfore dinner
so we can comment each other...
we need 2 hrs to prepare all from head to toe..
even johan came d to pick us.
i haven finish my hair...
but tq for my hair stylist darl carlina...
she finish my hair so quick...
but nice style...
i love it, even some of them said my hair like done in saloon...
u r talented carl..
hahaha
we take so many pics dis nite...
haven collect all from them n upload it...
hope cn get it asap...
cant wait...cant wait...hahahaha
we off frm sunway around 12, after taking pics
went to johan's place, palmville
celebrating his belated bdae...
trust me, its a last min plan....
so we dun hv so many preparation...
we all so tired d...
we hiding in palmville pool side waiting for johan bak hum...
he suppose to reach 1st than us
coz he dun sending anyone...
but dunno y, seems like he sending who
so we must wait for him till 45 mins...
summore the stupid guard tell him when his car reach guard house
dat we r waiting for him for bdae surprise...
S.T.U.P.I.D
is he know wats the meaning of surprise???
he ruins all our suprise lei...
yer...sen chi dao gao2 lei...
sacrifice 45 mins ruin by the stupid guard...
sob2.....
chintia cant accept dat, so she told johan to pretend just bak hum
even we r inside the hum d...
she told johan to go out 1st n pretend to just bak frm outside
n we surprise him..
so lame....=_='
but its for satisfy us...
hahahahahaha

so long time d didnt blog~

quite busy dis week...
finishing work, preparing dress for gala annual dinner...
but luckily, my darl, carlina bak from indo d...
so blessed dat she help me out frm preparing my annual dinner stuff
okie have come along dis week together wif ardi chan...
they came to their grad
so bad i cant make it bro...
as u know okie is like my own big bro d...
hahaha
they all blessed me wif dinner....
in canton bay n bak kut teh...
we accompanied okie them to ate wat they desire so so long d to eat...
hahahahahaha
i can make sure im 'fei' liao~
so scare cant fit my white dress later la...
aih....



i have some praise reports dis week...
as is morning prayr meeting week
i was went for 2 days out of 4 days..
hahaha
the 1st day im in MPm i was bak hum by my self...
coz kristy nd rushing to work, and leave bfore 7...
so just left me n leo der...
leo was havin breakfast wif andrew them
n im decide nt to join...
so i planned to walk from church to sunway n take bus der...
but when im just reached chec...
i realise, i didnt bring money..
walaoei...sei liao la...
how to went home...
but sddnly, one car stopped in front of me...
its alfred's car...
the twin, alfred and adrian.,..
he offering to fetched me...
coz he said its dangerous to walk alone in morning time like dat
so blessed man...
i mean i dun even know him
but he is so kind have willing to fetch me...
wohooo
so blessed...
o yea...okie them oso blessed me wif so many things
they brought from indo...
foo~~~ such a poweful week euy...
i can say, i DO love mpm...

being so blessed wif ps.A.R.Bernard preaching last two nite
He rill preach so well
totally blown away by him
(not blown up, correction by Ken)
hahahahahaha
havin duty dis two nite
so have been rushing from work place
just take bath, change clothes then went church loh
shud be so tired but thx GOd im nt feelin any tiredness
but, one thing i dun like is
all of us MUST wear formal
i hate to wear formal
but have to
ahahahaha
havin great time oso wif all ushers ppl
we doin prep till 12 sumthng at 1st nite n went to asia cf
all vr hungry till gao2 d
im ate sarawak mie
so ho chiak ooooo
must eat again next time
o yea, i have been lost 1 kg
lalalalallalaalalala
so happy, now im be able to wear the white dress d
no nd to fan nao wat to wear to annual dinner next 3 weeks
so excited woi....
finished yumcha at 2 sumtng then sent hum by roy n sean
ol2, discuss in ushers forum to lookin gf for patrick
ahahaahaha
online2 till my sleep time pass ady
so just lepak2 at 3 till 4 then can sleep
tmr gt working again
sigh...rill didnt feel like holiday
i nd 1-2 day off man
wan lepak2 at hum till muntah
hahahaha
o yea, one good thng is, my holiday has been extended
yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
i love SOC
they always extend the holiday one
even last sem oso like dat one...
hahahaha
i will off from my work 1 week bfore my sch start
wan lepak2...hahaha
(Ushers, takin frm ms.Chew's fb)

huah,.,..just passing a blessed week
....
just woke up at 9 every mrng, then go to work till afternoon
bak, ol, sleep...
i dun feel like havin holidae oo
all my housemate havin their exams,....
they look like dead body d...
study till gao2 one
just attending morning PM dis last two days..
rill so blessed...
unbelieveable i can wake up at 5 sumtng dis 2 days
even im onlee slept for 2-3 hrs...
the other happening things dis week is transformer 2
yeayea...it was in cinema d since last tues...
i hv been watched it wif ushermates last wed
its absolutely great great movie man....
two thumbs up, even if i hv 4 thumbs, i will gv it all to transformer
hahahahhahahaha
i plan to watch it for the second time
waiting fr cg outting lolz...
talk about cg, i rill
hv good time at cg yesterday nite,,,,
we hv played one game called "no name"
made by ken one...
how to play the game is 1st u must stand as a circle
then rise up left hand, join wif ur opposite ppl hand
then rise up the other hand, and join wif other ppl as well
then trying to how to get out from dat messy circle with keep join neighbour hand
oMG, it takes us 30 min ++ to solve it
act, haven solved yet
so messy one...all of us being sweaty2, hand wan to patah d
then can guess loh
the game master sure scold by us...
hahahahahahah
but overall we rill enjoyed the game lolz
will post the pic later =)
o yea, one more thng to highlite
congrats to ken dat get new job as finance analyst
proud of u broo
must belanja us o when getting ur 1st salary
hahahahahahah

have fun wif beloved cg last sat after service...
suppose to be whole prep after duty
but cant attended it coz cg outting
we plan to havin our sushi at zanmai dat day
even i rill prepared wat i wan to eat n budgeting my spending
i do love sushi zanmai so much
heart the soft shell crab maki
but....
but....
dat ken said wan to eat at kfc
lol..lol...
ken so bad....hate u gao2...
hahahahahhaha
ok la, postpone my sushi....
let the older choose....agong...
hahahahahahha
so we headed to kfc sunway after sevc finish...
tmr is father's day...
so today theme is about fathers issue for sure
keith preached so well
even i touch and
i do texted my dad
dis the 1st time i texted my dad n said dad im love u...
i guess, i change a lot, do I?
in the pass im nt used to talk to my dad
seldom communicate for each other
rill praised God for dat changing me a lot...
hahahahaha
after dinner, we headed to cinema, hvin 17 again movie...
actor by zac efron...
he damn awesome der...
heart him so much...
even the story so touching summore...
till tata like gila2 ady
she swear to bought de dvd ASAP
she scream all nite
"OMG, zac efron so handsome man,"
LOL....
i rill have a good time wif u guys...
rill love my W3

wake up at 12
lunch2 then prepared went to church...
gt duty again today
picked up by dear denise today...
we r a bit late to church today coz her father using her car to bazaar
haha
luckily when we reached church, the briefing haven begin
im in charge as section leader today...
omg, im so nervous...
im swear, my hand is cooled n shaked...
im first time to in charge be a section leader,must take care the whole sec A
the sweetest things my ushermate r cheers me up n promise will helped me wif dat
hahahahahha
doin whole prep so quickly
finished it around 20 min
usually we will use about 1 hr ++to do dat de
but luckily today the sunday's usher helped us out...
so after whole prep, im joined cg fllowship lolz at AP
talk2 summore, laugh2 summore
just so happie to be around family
just be so comfort
hahhahaah
bak hum around 10 sumthng, then went to nova's room
gossip2 sumtng
finally im told nova whos the one im attract wif now
hahahaha
think shes kinda shock
maybeeeeee
hahahahha
then suddenly nova got call from dita
informed us that santi them kena rompak at mcd
syok ei
we know they stdying at mcd der...
act me n nova wan to join them after from AP
but dunno y we lost the desire went der suddenly
so lucky lolz we didnt joined
lisa lost her nokia n63, eci lost her BB n poor santi lost all her phone and cash 1000rm
walaoei
think the thief d observe them long time d
coz they run away wif motor bike
so think they plan so well d
haiz
we talk2 lo till felt hungry the called mcd from delivery

Pusing wif big P.....
my visa gonna expire soon
its due on next month
but i nd to go thailand end of next month
to renew visa nd about 1-2 months
arhhhhhhh...how a how??
we bought the ticket d..
so cant cancel it...
hahahha
so fan nao lei...
yst apoh sms me...
she said she just saw henley hii on tv
he's gonna play a new taiwan drama
and the drama story quite nice wor
so excited to watch it...
miss apoh so much...
didn talk to her a bout 1 month d...
last time we met everyday at class till wan to vommited d
but now miss her so much...
shes in sabah now...
cm bak faster la apoh...
so many things i wan to tell u...

yuhuuuu
just receive my b2b's salary...
damn long ryte?
its april salry, n i just receive it now
after me n zeb2 complain n come so many time der...
haizzzzzz
and the money is less than we shuld get...
ntg much dis week
just an ordnary week
working working n working
just celebrated santi's and eci bdae....
the special thing is we clbrate her bdae wif bought her 3 large canadian pizza
we didn use bdae cake as usual
after the 'pizza' session we decided to have yumcha at mamak der
when we went out, we pretend2 take pic 1st coz all along the street at sec 4B no car, no ppl
its like our own street d
after pretend2 take pic then we sabo santi gao2 lo...
wif all the expire material...lolz
luckily i didnt kena...coz we gt scolded by neighbour
when santi start to chased us...
we shout too loud d...hahaha
so we stopped lolz..
just left sharon, the one who kena santi 'revenge'
poor u lolz...
hahahahaha
after sabo session we all go take bath
n gather in my room gossip a lot
we laugh till gao2...
not enuff after dat we went to santi's room
bully her, and continue gossip wif all girls
the boys d at living room playing PS...
we bullied metta dat unpurposely admit she like ****
hahahaha
so stupid la...rill crazy nite lolz
we gossping till 3 smthng then decided to send dita house
bfore dat we headed to 7eleven to bought somethng to drink
see...too much gossiping wat
hahahahaha
i rill hv fun loh wif u guys...
eci's bdae pics :

santi' bdae bash :
all happie ppl...

1st cake must be went to...