my feeling so mussy...

holiday....wake up late...sleep late...
i can do anything i like in holiday....
i just finish watching green florest my home since 7pm until now, 5am...
i really love this film, i always cried since i watch it, and i ady repeatly watch for the 4th time...i still cried...hahaha
Now come back to reality...
now I....thinking of him...
missing him...
i think i almost crazy ady...
am i gonna serious this time???
i cant stop thinking of him....even i always smile2 one when ppl talk about him
this love really make me feel stupid...even when i know its hard to get it run smoothly...
but i still put a little hope on this...
its really make my feeling so mussy now...haizzz....